Sunday, December 8, 2013

Dear Mocha

     So here it is finally after about a year of talking about making a blog I finally did it. It's definitely been a long time coming and you should know since you are the first person I discussed it with and have continued to talk to during this whole process. From ideas to "Basically Ghandi", Ah-Tea is finally a real blog. And it's here because of you and for you. 

     I hate that I have to be a long distance sister. I hate that I can't be there for you everyday to tell you when you look like a mess or when you look great. I hate that I can't be there to talk about your relationships with everyone in your life. I hate that you've had a big sister your entire life but haven't had the privileges of actually having a big sister. I'm truly sorry for that. 
     I've never fully expressed how important you are to my life and how important it is to me to be a big sister. Every major decision I've thought about what you would think, if it was something you'd be proud of one day. Even when I did something questionable I would wonder what you'd think of me and if you'd still be proud of me. I've strived my whole life to be an example so even if I can't be there, you can look to my own actions in my life. 
     I wanted to make this blog because you do have a big sister and you should be allowed to get advice and guidance from a big sister. I should be able to make you laugh at my own mistakes and learn from where I've failed. I want to pass on to you the things that life has taught me (so far), like a big sister should. I love you more than I can express. I hope you enjoy this blog and want to hear what I have to say. If not just do your big sister a favor and pretend you do.